I sat next to her and thought what would my friend say if she got to know.LOL. i know we would both laugh hard later for being in the ‘privileged’ company of a nuisance. I feel its important to add here that my friend Amna and i share this mutual hatred, no thats too strong a word, our mutual annoyance towards this girl i refer to as she. I know sometimes i am so bad i make it a point to take something bad out of that girl. i mean after all she isnt that bad…its just that she doesnt.. umm errr.. hmm..*thinking really hard actually* !!!! ah well alright i quit. i dont like her and thats that! *waving out to my friend*
Hmm so where was i? yes well i was sitting right next to her in the front row of the classroom today. If shes not secretly watching you from across the room, she would probably be trying to engage in a conversation with you. By conversation i dont mean the normal, civil conversation but something that attacks you and you grow hysterical almost crying out loud ‘bibi could you not talk gibbrish sometime?’ However, today she decided to spare me the idea of her conversation and our exchange of words went like this:
She: mubi what does confirm ( the actual word was conform) mean there *pointing to the LCD displaying the text in microsoft word*
*putting on my specs* i was actually already wearing them. i was bit groggy from last night. i tried to target the word ‘confirm’ there but to no avail.
Me: umm i cant see where confirm is written…
She: yar there *she reads out the sentence to help me*
ME: ohh conform! It means to conform, to agree to rules or norms you know…
She: (philosophically) achaaa matlab fit in kerna…
and i had three rounds of tiny conversations with her * fanatic exclamation marks*
We are a group of four friends in the same major and we make it a point to sit right at the back of the class. Unlike the usual backbenchers, we break the convention and participate in class discussions with quite a bundle of fervour. On other occasions we cant help missing the opportunity of being the bane of our teachers lives *angelic smile*. but we always raise hands before saying something *such good manners* This way we not only manage to avoid the frequent curious glances of hers but also indulge in our scribbly crazy conversations that come to life on pieces of paper, notebooks( usually amnas) etc.
Break even. neither loss nor profit. Thats the kind of situation i am in for like the past 2 years! I have been able to maintain this tremendously annoying graph of As and Bs in such a quantity that i end up like a break even at the end of every semester. I hate that! I hate Cs and Alhamdolilah so far no Cs *phew* but i like Ds better than Cs. However, thats not the point here. The disturbing point is why, oh why do i end up getting equal numbers of As and Bs? Now i have exactly 3 As and 3 Bs and thats like deja vu over and over again!!!
The lazy bones that i am, everyday is a resolution making and a resolution breaking day. I think the things that i had to work on at the start of the year are still pending!!! yikes! thats so true it freaks me out! Freakiness makes me feel sleepy :S i think i will call it a day….zzzzzz